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Speed intoxicates me,
Cheering my heart with adrenaline.
But it also kills me —
Since childhood my heart has been weak...
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I'll die in free flight,
Having staked my heart
And on this cheerful note
I'll say to you all: thank you for everything!
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An accident, the clinic, broken bones,
Miraculously survived, thank fate,
To drop by and visit you all one last time
To say goodbye. Oh, NFS, thank you.

Lately I've been laid up in hospital. I took part in a race, an improvised one, true, and my heart gave out: since childhood I've had a diagnosis of mitral valve prolapse, and now suddenly... It never happened before. I lost control of the car at 240-260 km/h. Caught a pole, a few trees... and I don't remember... 2 weeks in a coma. So they say... But I don't stop at what's been achieved... That's why I've been away from the site for so long...